Forever.

So many times in our life, some moments leave us uncertain.
With absolutely no answers.
So many little touches, whispers, caresses and words. And of course, the imprint on our soul too.
 There are some people, who when leave you, it just hurts. You remember them. You cherish the memories.
 But then, there are some people who when go away, it destroys you. . You were so, so dependent on their existence in your life. They were your life.
Then BAM!
You 're not with them anymore.
It freaking aches.
Your insides turn and your legs turn into jelly. It tears you apart, the mere thought that you're never gonna touch them, never gonna hear them say your name again.
 Their essence is gone from your life. It's never a good feeling.
They're good as dead. But you don't want it to be that way.
You want them to stay forever.

I know, forever is a misconception.
Nothing lasts forever.

But I thought we would.

Keep Dreaming!

Tainted Dreams.

Mind is tainted with the colors of my dreams,
Heart is painted with the life of my choices,
Lips are strained to say something,
But eyes are alive; wide open.
Hand are stained from my blood,
Flown free whilst the struggle to be free.
To chase my dreams. To catch and keep them safe,
I sound the bells of my train of thoughts.
And begin again, following my dream.
To a land where I’ll be safe and sound. Dreams will be kept alive but still.
As to the promises that I’ll keep.
As I’ve loved and I’ve lost.
Though love is a boon, to lose is a bane.
Then again my dreams will not be the same.